First Love....

The most beautiful feeling that comes with youth, the one that fills life with unforgettable memories, is the feeling of first love... 💖
Even though my first love is no longer by my side, both of us still carry a collection of memories that can be remembered even today... 💝

My first experience of love began about three or four months before my Ordinary Level examination. We carried that love forward for nearly four years, facing many struggles and obstacles along the way. But destiny never allowed us too truly belong to each other.... 👬💕

Even now, I find myself standing alone beside a love that is mine, yet not mine. I love him so deeply that whenever someone asks me to be with them, I compare them to his behavior and qualities and end up rejecting every love story that comes my way. I know this is not something I should do, but all I can do is allow my heart to feel what it feels in those moments.... 💔💭

Every moment I spent with him was precious and beautiful. Among countless memories, there is one I still remember clearly. 💔💭
One day, when we visited the Peradeniya Botanical Garden together, we placed a phone on a bench and recorded a small video clip while we are talking and laughing Describing it like this may not help you fully feel it, but it remains the most beautiful memory I have ever lived in my life.... 😓💔💭

Time passed. We could not become a loving couple, but even today, we remain the best of friends...... 💓👬  






  A love that is mine, yet not mine at all - My First Love
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  1. DT/24/009 VishApril 6, 2026 at 3:02 AM

    This is really fun and makes me laugh a little.😄

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    1. DT/24/037 KPR AriyapalaApril 6, 2026 at 4:54 AM

      Don't laugh, okay? 😒💗
      Isn't that lost love beautiful?

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  2. DT/24/068 ThiwankaApril 8, 2026 at 3:42 AM

    Sometimes we have to deal with karmatic partners untill we get our soulmate🙌🏻btw It's nice to hear you guys are still friends instead of hating each other

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